A Rose by Any Other Name
He thought we were similar
We both saw the good in strangers
And created joy in little things.
He told me I looked like the kind of girl
Who would like cumulonimbus clouds
And the sunny days,
You know the kind,
When you have to squint your eyes.
I was so happy
I felt like a cloud
He looked at me and saw a shape
That no one else could see
He thought I was a summer day
Colored like Sakura, cherry blossom trees.
He didn’t know I was just like him
Always waiting on a nimbostratus cloud
And the sound of rain,
By an open window,
Calling the earth to grow.
From then on, he was the rain
My only thought, his happiness
From then on, I wanted to know
If we were caught out in the same thunderstorm
Or if he was enjoying it sheltered in at home.
That’s when I started to forget
That I like the rain too
I liked the rain long before I knew
That he liked the rain too.
I found comfort in the arms of willow trees
Long before he told me they felt like warm blankets
I sang songs about hope and spring snowdrops
Long before I sang for him.
I thought we were different
He looked at the world to hypothesize
I looked at it like a child.
I found the sky unreachable
And the earth unreadable
He could name every plant
And show me every constellation
I asked why without wanting an answer
He asked why and searched for one.
I didn’t want to know what made stars burn
Or trees grow up from seeds
It was all just magic to me
And that’s how I wanted it to be.
What he knew as Rosa, from the family of Rosaceae
I simply called a rose
What he knew as a flower
I responded to by name.
He said he liked the thorns, climbing up the stem
A reminder to be extra careful and gentle
With so delicate a flower
He must have cared more for the Rosa
And the family of Rosaceae
Then he ever did for me.